Today DDMM class

this morning I go to class alone
when I reach MMlab4....
thn I saw got a notice there...
notice today‘s class changed to MMLab3...
=="....actually i dunnno where is the lab3><"...
but I try to find....luckily i found it=) haiz....
when lecturer cum in...
she wil call out a few student to present about"interface design"
thn I felt a little nervous...
i scared she call my name....
but i m really"lucky"....she called me=="....
thn I go out n show my research...
I got prepared a speech to present...
I start to read my speech...=="
i know i m reading...
so lecturer call me to use own word to present><"
I suddenly dunno how to use my own word to present=="...
thn lecturer call me to draw simple mind map on white board...
after i finish... she called me to present again...
><" I try to present.....but I present til like shit=(.... sad=(
i know my english really poor....
after present interface design...
lecturer distribute group to us....
I same group wif shirly n Ali til sem break
bcuz is the project group...
my group topic is chinese traditional wedding card
n Ali absolutely dunno about chinese wedding's background
...i really dunno how to communicate wif him in englisho.O
this is not his problem... his english is very gud....
but I want to explain to him I really felt tat stress=(.....
luckily shirly help me to explain...
i know ppl wil say like this can let my english improve faster...
I wil try...but i really scared.....
I no enough confident to face it=(...
n i scared other ppl wil felt tat i m so trouble,
always dun understand....haiz~sad='(
I start to feel pressure in major class....
juz in the beginning....I ady feel tat scared...
haiz... I hope i can enjoy to study><"....
Hope one day my english bcum proXP...juz hope..><